Playing With Fire

She and I had stopped using them months ago after doing the adult thing of getting ourselves tested and then talking. He, on the other hand, had other arrangements with his wife, which kept latex in the rotation.

But that Saturday afternoon, once brunch was finished and at least a few bellinis with it, things grew slightly fuzzy. We stumbled into my apartment with sex on our breaths. We were a tangle of limbs and kisses as we found the bed, and as time hung in the air, everything felt possible.

We didn’t discover our lacking necessity until all three of us were naked.

“Fuck,” he said, covering his face with his hands. She lay between us, toying with our cocks as she was apt to do. “How did I not bring a condom?”

“Someone could run out,” I suggested, making sure not actually to volunteer.

“Or, I could tease you both until you explode.”

He was hard in her hand, and I was close behind him. The thought of anyone leaving felt ridiculous, but the idea of not fucking felt silly as well. Add in the evil twinkle in her eyes, and we had a recipe for aching desire that lit up the room.

“Or we could both tease him, instead,” I offered as I lay down on my stomach, just inches away from where she touched him. I reached out a hand and circled his cock before licking my lips. “Touch yourself for us.”

She grinned at the command and lay back with her legs open. As I took him into my mouth, her fingers found her pussy wet and ready. He gasped as I swirled my tongue over his head, and she sighed as she pushed two fingers deep inside herself before pulling them out to circle her clit.

“You want to fuck her so badly, don’t you,” I moaned as he gawked at her. His eyes were locked on her smooth lips and his cock twitched in my hand. “Think how soft and warm she’d be. Imagine how good it would feel to slide this beautiful cock inside her.”

“Oh god, this is so not fair,” he said, gently pushing my mouth back down around him. “I want to fuck you even more than I always do. Especially now that I fucking can’t.”

“It’s so delicious, isn’t it?” she asked, licking her fingers. “Tell me you’d do it anyway. Even if you won’t. Just tell me you want to fuck me.”

“I do,” he said as I turned to watch her touch herself. His hand instantly moved to his cock while he moved to his knees to get a better view. I rolled closer to her as he opened her legs and settled between them. “I want to fuck you so badly I can’t stand it.”

“And where do you want to come, handsome boy? Right here?” She parted her lips and grinned.

“Fuck!” he screamed as he jerked off faster. “Yes, right there, you evil woman. I want to come in you for the first time and then do it again until I can’t stand. God, I want it so badly.”

He moved closer until he nearly brushed her lips with his glistening cock head, and the moment hung in the air like a humid summer day. With each stroke of his hand, it became easier and easier for them to break their hold and fall into each other. He was so close that not fucking almost felt absurd.

“You can come on me, you know. That’s not against the rules, is it?”

“I don’t fucking know,” he groaned, slowing down. “Probably?”

“You’re so close,” I said, leaning in and kissing her stomach. “So close to this.”

I opened my mouth on her this time, pushing my tongue deep inside her as he leaned back and watched. Without thinking, I moved to him next, and I could taste salt and need.

Some part of me knew that I was in dangerous territory as well. Moving between them felt like a delicious sin that pushed against our borders without fully crossing them.

“What if you come in my mouth, and I go down on her again?”

“Oh fuck,” they both said as I moved back to her.

“Just like this, but with a mouth full of come.”

She screamed as I ate her and he moved in as close as he could. The angle was awkward and my neck hurt, but none of that mattered. I buried my mouth against her, picturing it vividly, and none of us remembered so much as our names.

With his cock inches from her, I moved back and forth, licking him and then her as they sighed and groaned, losing themselves in the sensations and their terrible desire.

“Maybe just fuck me for a second. Then pull out. Just for a moment.”

“I shouldn’t,” he said, letting the head of his bare cock touch her lips for the first time in the six months we had been dating. She stared at him with her eyes wide as I did the same.

Time stood still.

With his cock firmly in hand, he gently rubbed between her lips, starting at the bottom of her pussy and gliding up until he pressed against her swollen clit. She moaned his name and spread herself wider.

“Just for a second, I promise it will be okay.”

“I don’t think I could stop,” he said, barely holding on. “If I fucked you now, I couldn’t pull out. A second would turn into an eternity.”

Despite his words, he nestled in closer, barely pushing into her as she parted around him. I gripped her thigh and his arm as I watched, and I had no idea what either of them would do if he went further, let alone what I wanted to happen.

All I knew was that reason was no longer driving us.

Just when I thought he might do it, that he might plunge his bare cock inside her and fill her with every ounce he had, he cried out and pulled back. I was on him instantly, sucking him into my mouth as he let go, flooding me with come.

“Oh fuck!” he cried as I drained him. “That was so close.”

I sat up, my mouth shut tightly and my head buzzing. No one had said yes or no, and I didn’t know a thing.

When I turned to look at her, she nodded. His confusion lasted until I slid to my stomach, parted her thighs, and pressed my full mouth against her.

“Oh god,” she moaned, falling back to the bed with a hand in her mouth to keep from screaming. “Push it in me.”

My cum-soaked tongue did precisely that as he watched, and when I added two fingers, she began to come. I instantly moved up her body, kissed her mouth with sticky lips, and slid my cock inside her as she trembled around me.

In less than a minute, I was coming too as she wrapped her legs around me and didn’t let go. She trembled and shook, her orgasm taking over, and I felt everything at once. And then he was next to her, kissing her mouth and caressing her hair as we fucked.

When I released one final sigh, he turned my head and kissed me.

“Holy, shit, what did we do?” she asked. Her face lit up, but beneath it lay concern.

“Maybe I shouldn’t have,” I said, still within her. “It was just so fucking hot.”

“I was so close,” he said. “I’m honestly not sure how I held back.”

“I mean, you were kind of in me?” she said, touching his cheek. “And then you almost came on me.”

I looked back and forth between them, wondering if we had broken something that couldn’t be repaired. Would he feel obligated to tell his wife? Would we fill up with guilt and drift apart?

“Watching you go down on her after you swallowed was so fucking hot. I don’t know if it was hotter than it would have been if I had fucked her, but maybe it was better? Christ, I didn’t know I wanted to see that until you did it.”

“So, you’re okay?” she asked him.

“I think so,” he said as I finally rolled to her other side, so she was sandwiched between us. “I mean, we didn’t fuck, so it’s cool, right? And what’s the big deal about a little come? He probably swallowed it all anyway, the little slut.”

“Hey, whatever makes you feel better,” I said. “But both of us are definitely in there.”

We were silent as we regained our breath and senses, but we still snuggled up against each with a hard-won comfort. I slid a hand between her legs and toyed with her gently, and he caressed her breasts.

She laughed when my cock twitched against her leg.

“If I get hard again, we’re definitely in trouble,” he said. His voice was playful, but his words rang true. Our moment of clarity would only last until the blood flowed in the opposite direction and our brains gave way to lower organs.

“Should we stop and get dressed? I don’t want to tempt anyone to do things they’ll regret. More things, that is.”

“Maybe just a moment longer,” he said as her hand brushed his growing cock. I kissed her neck and her shoulder, and he closed his eyes.

“Just a little bit longer,” she said, closing her fingers around him.

“Only a second more,” I said, pulling her thigh to me and spreading her legs wide.

“Fuck,” we all said at the same time.