Disgusting Beautiful Immoral

"A peek into the inner worlds of those of us who live on the edge. Well written, compelling, and flat out sexy." - Stoya

Book Description:

LIST PRICE: e-book $4.99 | print $12.99
PRINT LENGTH: 335 PAGES
(MMF, M/F, Anal, Ageplay, Spanking, Rom, FF, DP, MMMMF, Con-non-con)
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Like some thrillingly profane fever-dream, Thomas’ story gives us an unblinking, filthy glimpse at a New York City trembling ecstatically just below the surface of the everyday. Returning to the only place he’s ever been able to really call home after graduating from college, Thomas is immediately engulfed in desires, liaisons, and downright delightful kinks he has absolutely no wish to control.

As skilled at tracing the line of an inner thigh as he is at tracing the familiar streets of this unsleeping city, Thomas devours New York insatiably, and nothing is off limits. With it’s delicious prose and stark honesty, readers are forced right up to the very edge of a Godly climax at every turn, only to fall again into the insatiable, twisted arms of real love, real friendships, and real human complexity.

A veritable Anthony Bourdain for the not-so secret kink in all of us, Disgusting Beautiful Immoral combines the tease and thrill of the hunt with an aggressively truthful, deeply sensitive perspective. Surreal and sultry in equal measure, this book will force you to grip your headboard as you grapple with an almost worryingly existential protagonist who, despite trying his hardest to hide behind his twisted passions, can’t escape the one thing he wishes he could: himself.

Excerpt From Chapter Two

She stared at me, but the look in her eyes was much clearer. Her short dress had ridden up as she tucked her knees under her arms, and I had to resist trying to confirm her status as a Vassar girl. She was shorter than Rachel by at least a foot, and her feet were smaller than I thought possible. I pictured her kneeling over my face as I opened my mouth between her legs, and in spite of all the drinks, I found myself getting hard in my jeans.

“That is so fucking hot,” she said. Kelly was so close to me by then that we were touching, but neither of us lifted a hand. She leaned her head down onto my shoulder for a brief moment before turning around and pulling a small blanket off the bed behind us. She covered both our legs, and I stared at her, unsure of what she was doing. Even when her hands vanished beneath the blanket, I was still unsure of what was happening.

“Tell me more,” she whispered, her breathing faster and her voice deeper. “Tell me about fucking her all tied up. Tell me what you did to her.”

My hand brushed her bare leg, but rather than move it away she pressed against me. Her other foot was pulled up beneath her, but this one was almost on my lap, which meant that just beneath the blanket she was practically naked. She placed my hand on the inside of her thigh, still looking into my eyes, and I finally started talking.

“One time she told me to grab her in the hallway. She said she didn’t even want to know it was me when I pulled her into my room. I was scared someone would see us, but it didn’t matter at that point. I always did whatever she asked, and there was no way I was going to back out. I waited until she was almost at my door before I grabbed her.”

Kelly moved my hand further up her thigh until my fingers were just where she wanted them. I looked at her in surprise when she pressed my hand against her wet pussy, but she blushed again and closed her legs around me, holding me in place.

“Keep going,” she whispered.

“I threw her on the bed, and locked the door behind me, but she was up by the time I turned around. She screamed at me and asked me what the fuck I wanted with her, but I had her back on the bed a second later with my belt around her wrists. I tied it to the headboard and knelt over her, holding her legs still as I tore her shirt off. She struggled and tried to kick, but I pulled off her jeans, and then finally ripped her panties off with my bare hands.”

Kelly’s breathing grew faster and faster, and she was so wet I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to fuck her or kiss her, but I couldn’t stop. She moaned into my ear, but her entire body tensed up whenever I slowed down for even a second.

“I was so fucking hard,” I whispered, my fingers moving in and out of her as she circled her clit with her own. “As soon as I saw her lying there naked on the bed, struggling and spitting, I was as hard as rock.”

“And then you fucked her?”

She was right in my ear, her lips against my skin. “Then you just slid your big cock inside her as she told you no, right? Please tell me that’s what you did. Please?”

I quickly moved her, so she was between my legs with her back to me, and I opened her thighs again and brought my hand right back to her pussy. I pushed her hair away from her ear as I reached both arms around her, and opened her as widely as I could.

“I leaned down over her, my clothes still on, but my cock hard in my hand. I told her I was going to fuck her as I rubbed against the lips of her pussy, and she tried to bite me. I kissed her mouth, as I opened her legs wider–just like this–and then I finally did it. She screamed again, but she clenched around me all the same. And then I just fucked her as hard as I could. I slapped her face and slammed into her without stopping.”

“And she never stopped, right?” The small woman between my legs was breathing so quickly I thought she might pass out. My fingers were still inside her, and she was drenching my hand and the carpet beneath us. She lifted her ass off the floor, pushing harder against me even as she leaned back and kissed the side of my face. “She didn’t stop, and you kept fucking her. You fucked her so hard, and…”

“And she kept trying to get away,” I said. “She fought until suddenly she was coming so much she couldn’t hide it any more. I didn’t stop as she shook around me, but I kissed her mouth and pulled her to me until I was as deep inside her as I could go.”

“Oh fuck, I’m coming,” Kelly moaned, my fingers now a blur as she started to shake in my lap, clenching and bucking her hips as I wrapped my arms around her. “Tell me you came inside her. Tell me you came in her slutty, little cunt.”

“So much,” I said, my lips on her ear and neck. I pulled her to me, my cock hard against her back as she came. “I filled her over and over again, and I’ve never come so hard in my life.”

Kelly finally collapsed in my arms, her legs going slack and her shoulder slumping down against me.

Praise for Disgusting Beautiful Immoral

"What a gorgeous story, woven with intense and complex relationships with the best smutty sex scenes ever. Highly recommend to anyone looking for something well beyond the standard erotica."
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Authors Note:

I hear from readers that they often devour this book in a night or two, which always brings me back to writing it. I spent two weeks furiously scribbling this down, letting my imagination and my memory intertwine into one long story which you now see as Disgusting Beautiful Immoral. I wrote in the morning, I wrote at my desk at work, and I stayed up late writing again; it felt more like a possession than anything else. This book had to come out.

It explores many of my favorite kinks and turn-ons (threesomes, daddy/lg, age play, jealousy, spanking, etc) but the friendships are almost as important if not more so. And the character’s journey to communicate, both with each other and with themselves, is what made it so much fun to write.

I was on a similar journey to Thomas, in that I was struggling with my kinks, my turn-ons, and moving away from “everything being just fine” all the time. Because the truth is, things are often not fine, and we need to learn how to not just survive but strive when life throws us curveballs.

It’s been gratifying to see this book resonate with so many people, so thank you again for reading, for writing me sweet notes, and for staying up so late with my characters getting lost in this city that I love.

– Guy New York

 

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