We smoked out the window as Jefferson Airplane blasted out of the old tape deck, and Kaity snuggled up next to me on the big bench seat as we drove. Just before the turnoff back into town, I pulled off the road to the overlook. There were a few other fogged up cars parked by the view, but it was a pretty quiet night.
“Jenny sucked my cock,” I said.
“No wonder you wanted to leave when Brad got there. Was it any good?”
“Yeah, she said she wanted to practice. But then she wouldn’t let me eat her pussy, and now I can’t think of anything else.”
“I lost my virginity,” she said, turning to face me. She lifted her knees up to her chest, and I couldn’t read her expression.
“In the pool?”
“Yeah, I was hanging on the diving board, and J came up and grabbed me. We had been kissing on and off, but as I held onto the board he wrapped his arms around me; he was so fucking hard.”
“Jesus, how did that even work?” I asked, my gaze running up her thigh to the small gap between the denim and her leg. It was instantly clear that her shorts now covered nothing but bare skin.
“I don’t know. I was hanging on, and somehow he moved my bottoms to one side. And then he just pulled me to him, grabbed onto me with one arm and his thing with the other, and that was it. He was in me, and we were fucking and kissing.”
“Damn Kaity, that’s intense. Was it fun?”
I couldn’t look away now as I realized what had just happened and I felt like the biggest pervert and freak in the world. But I knew that just a few feet away from me was Kaity’s pussy. And she had just had sex. And that was the hottest thing I had ever heard, and I couldn’t help myself.
“It was awesome. It didn’t last that long, but he felt amazing, and I wrapped my legs around him until…”
“Until what?” I asked, sliding towards her on the big front seat. I pulled one long leg to me as she shook her head and covered her face with her hands.
“Until he finished. You know. Until he came in me.”
“Fuck, that’s so damn hot,” I said. “It’s so not fair. I’ve been thinking about pussy all day and now this too. I saw you out the window, but not that part.”
“Whatever, you got your dick sucked, what are you complaining about?”
“Pussy!” I said, leaning back as I looked at her tiny shorts. “And right now I’m thinking about your pussy. Show me.”
“What? Jesus, that’s fucked up.”
“Come on. I want to see it.”
“You only want to see it?” she teased, reaching down and tugging on her shorts until I had a glimpse of the smooth skin beneath it. “Is that all?”
And then she pushed the damn shorts to the side and there it was. Kaity’s pussy was right in front of me, and I couldn’t look away. It was dark in the car, but it didn’t matter. I could see her and smell her, and I wanted her in a million ways.
“That’s so hot,” I said again as I leaned forward until I had one of her legs in my arms. I kissed her knee and then her thigh as she laughed and leaned back.
“You want a closer look?” she asked.
One time months earlier, I had fingered her under the table at the dinner, but this was something else. We kissed on occasion, but now it all felt different. She was my friend, and I loved her, but I wanted to eat her pussy more than anything in the entire world. Even after her sloppy sex in the pool.
“Yes,” I said, as I kissed higher up her thigh until I was so close she could feel my breath on her skin. When I reached up and undid the button on her shorts, she just laughed, and when I pulled the zipper down, she slapped me on the head. But when I started to slide her shorts down over that perfect ass, she grew silent as she lifted herself up enough for me to pull them off.
And then Kaity leaned all the way back and opened her legs. She looked at me as she slid a hand down and opened her pussy gently with two fingers. I managed to move down onto the floor in front of her as I turned her to me.
“Let me taste you,” I said, kissing her thigh again as I forced her legs open wider. “Please?”
“I’m not going to stop you,” she whispered. “It might be messy though. J came a whole lot, and he didn’t pull out.”
“Fuck,” I said, wondering if I was messed in the head. But it didn’t matter, because Kaity’s pussy was right there and after wanting Jenny’s so badly and being denied, there was no way I could stop. And the fact that Kaity had just shaved everything off the night before didn’t hurt either.
She was wet and swollen as I slid my thumb up along the right side of her lips before I dove in. I kissed her thighs again as I moved closer, and then I had her. All at once I buried my mouth against her and pushed my tongue as far into her as it could go. She grabbed my hair and screamed, and there was no stopping me. I have never devoured a girl the way I did her, and I wanted to drown.
Somewhere in the middle, I knew I was tasting his come as well, but I didn’t care. She was beautiful and wet, and she tasted better than anything had ever tasted. I licked her and fucked her with my fingers, and she moaned and sighed as she pushed me down harder until my tongue pushed against her clit as she held me.
“Oh fuck! That feels so good,” she moaned. “He fucked me so hard and now you’re kissing me and my god this is the best thing ever.”
In less than ten minutes Kaity started to come, and still, I didn’t stop. My cock was painfully hard in my jeans, but it didn’t matter. I licked her up and down in between fucking her with my tongue, and I knew nothing else. She was sweet and salty but most of all she tasted like pussy, and I loved every inch of her. As she clenched around my fingers and pulled my hair, I stayed there, letting her drench my face as she came.
It was only after she began to come down that she lifted me off of her and pushed me away,
“Fuck,” she said over and over again, and I looked up at her with a smile. I kissed her leg and her knee and then her thigh again but I didn’t go back. She held me at bay with one hand as she touched my face gently until both of us started laughing.
“You’re insane,” she said.
“You’re the slut who got fucked in the pool.”
‘You’re the asshole that got a blowjob from a girl with a boyfriend.”
“I think I’m in love with your pussy.”
“She only likes you as a friend.”
“She’s gonna break my heart.”
“I want cheese fries. And coffee. And maybe a strawberry milkshake.”
“Shit,” I said, finally climbing back up onto the bench seat. “Give me another cigarette?”
She handed me one as we rolled the windows down, and it was only then that I realized another couple had been standing right outside the car watching the whole damn thing. They scattered as we blew smoke out the window, but Kaity and I began laughing again, and the entire situation was ridiculous. I had just gone down on my best friend. She had just lost her virginity. I had just gotten the best blowjob of my life.
“I need a fucking cheeseburger,” I said. “With onion rings on it. And bacon. And maybe a fried egg.”
“Let’s go,” she said, finally getting her shorts buttoned up again. “I’m fucking starving, and I want my first post-virginity disco fries.”
I slid the car into drive and chucked my cigarette butt out the window. Kaity pulled her legs up again as she slid closer to me on the seat. I wrapped one arm around her as I turned the boat around and headed back out onto the dark road at the top of the cliffs.
We were silent as we drove to the dinner, but the radio made up for everything. I squeezed her hand at the red lights.
She kissed me on the cheek when we parked.
And then it was neon lights, overflowing ashtrays, and our favorite waitress with a cigarette hanging from her mouth and an eternal cup of coffee in her hand.
It was summer, and we were young.
And nothing would ever be that good again.
From my latest collection of real-life sex stories from my teenage years: Sex, as I Recall